Just one of those days...

...when you didn't know that you wanted something to work out until it doesn't...
...when everything seems to be going against you...
...when nothing goes your way...

today was one of those days.
i cried in frustration.
actually sobbed a little bit, i was so frustrated.
cried, because i didn't know it would mean so much.
and it did.
and it does.

it's funny how easily you can be defeated.
i kind of don't want to bother continuing to try...
only to be frustrated again.
i guess this is part of 'life' in Africa.
but, who knows...we'll see...

g'night.